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Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Up there and beyond

This post is way over due. This was written a month before on my notebook. I recently had the chance to post this.

Sweat dribbled down my cheek. My heart thumped hard as if a herd of elephants were stampeding inside. My legs shook and trembled in exhaustion. I was on the verge of whiting out. Yet, it was my best Sabbath ever.

We tried to climb Mt. Pico de Loro, one of the mountains that border the countryside of Cavite and Batangas. Recently, I learned that it is the highest peak in Cavite.

"It is bounded by the island of Corregidor and the Caraballo Mountains in the north, Nasugbu, Batangas in the south, Maragondon on the east and the South China Sea on the west. With the height of 664 meters above sea level, it is considered the highest mountain in the generally flat Cavite province." - http://www.geocities.com/Yosemite/3712/gpicodeloro.html

We started our trip with a night trek on a Friday night to the first base camp where we were going to spend the night. The trip to the first base camp took almost two hours. At the starting point, I was already giddy with excitement. It was as if I never came from work the day before. Although, I actually wondered how and when we'd get to the base camp, it was sort of a wake up call for my legs that more efforts like this one was required tomorrow. It was exhausting to climb blindly with only your head lamp to guide you, but it was actually a bonus since you won't feel the pressure of reaching any point. At times, we had to test our balance with the slippery rock ledges and crevices. I was actually in high spirits. After two years, I was back to conquer another mountain.

We reached the base camp at around 1AM. We immediately set up camp. This was another first since the last time I went up a mountain, I didn't have my own tent, but this time, my brother and I called the shots. We had our own tent and sleeping bags. My body was sore, but I still found the time to write and eat with Kuya Jez and Kuya Zyrus. I savored my first cook out in the mountains. It was amazing to see that small burner so much wonders.

The food lasted for so long and as I tried to hit the sleeping bags, I listened to this new sound in the air. The sound of silence was new to me. It was alien to the city of shouting neighbors and honking vehicles. I indulged in the silence. It was a sensory diet I was more than willing to partake. Later on, I heard the sounds of the forest night. Those insects that wouldn't stop chirrupping and the norcturnal birds that flapped their wings were the new music to my ears. All these, I probably heard from a mile away. In these kinds of conditions, the silence made my hearing, though moderately impaired, at its sharpest.

We greeted the Sabbath morning with jubilaton. At least I did. I don't know about the others, but I was crazily dashing to and fro the camp. I left the chores of breakfast to my groupmates. They were, after all, the experts in these kinds of trip. I was like a toddler full of energy running around the camp, inspecting each group as they prepared their breakfasts and tasting their curious concoctions. I was elated when our breakfast was served. It was Kung-Pao Jungle Jezreel Edition. Who would have thought that you could mix up such a meal in the heard of the jungle?

We broke camp immediately after breakfast. The initial plan was to leave after lunch and head to the falls, but as morning came, we saw other groups heading towards the falls. Our guides predicted that if we stick to our plans, we'd have no space to set up camp at the summit that evening. So our guides decided to head straight to the summit camp and decide to go to the falls tomorrow morning. Although somewhat disappointed, this proved to be a very wise move later on.

The road was long and winding. The trail was as clear as day. It was as dry and rocky. Trudging through that trail proved to be easy but tiring. We reached a small clearing with a sign that says Alibangbang Park. We rested a while. I thought we were near, but to my surprise, the guides told us that the climb was just beginning and here I was already sweating like a pig.

10 meters of great walking later, we were led towards an upward trail. This one proved to be harder than the previous trails but the most interesting so far. The vegetation was filled with lush trees and ferns. It was damp all around and getting some sticky goo into your hands seemed likely. Various fungi and lichens were abundant. Rocks jutted like crazy all the way to the top. Once or twice we had to step higher than usual. What comforted me was that there were no 90 degree climbs.

So there I was full of sweat and on the brink of exhaustion. My clothes, including my vest, could have filled a bucket of sweat. My legs were shaking and refusing to move anymore. My knees protested the most. It simply wouldn't budge anymore. It seemed to ignore any commands from my brain. It was as if cemented and weighed down by tons of steel chains. Stars were almost the only thing I could see.

Eventually, I had to remove my shirt and my vest so as to climb lighter and breathe easier. I may be lighter then, but it still seemed less easier. I was still struggling. I thought of the countless hours I should have given to prepare for this hike but it was all useless. So I just shrugged off all the should haves and what ifs and trudged on, stopping occasionally to rest my trembling legs.

Fortunately, I was nowhere near fainting. I was just tired. I tried to walk on my own pace together with others from our pack. The energized ones were already further up. Our sweepers were far behind us so there was no worries of getting lost or getting left behind. At a junction near the top, we eventually caught up with the others. Apparently, they too were exhausted. They took the wrong turn and tried to climb a steeper trail but failed. They waited for the sweepers for directions so we were able to catch up to them.

I actually thought this was the end of the hike. The vegetation has changed from the damp ferns and fungi to large trees and bamboos. The moss and the fungi were still there but it was obviously a different variety. There were fallen trees everywhere, most of which were extremely slippery. Trails leading down were covered with leaves making it a dangerous mud and moss slide. When the guides reached us, they were able to point the right way. We had to go somewhat downward and around to get to the camp.

At that point I thought I was done for. I was so bemused with thinking that I might have gone past my limit when I realized that I was all alone. Panic suddenly charged me up to move faster. I tried to jump over the slippery trees and purposely slide down the leaf infested slopes. I finally made it at the rear of our pack. I was a few paces from them at least. I noticed that the trees were gone and we were walking through a bamboo forest. The path this time became easier. It still lead upward but it was less rocky and less slippery. Never the less I was still on the verge of collapse.

Just when I was about to put down my bag to rest, I noticed that the trail lead to a bright clearing. I braced my self for a final lunge. There I noticed the bright blue sky. Yes, the clear blue sky and something else: Mount Pico De Loro Summit.
We reached it at around 2:45 in the afternoon. The camp site was clear of people. We were the first ones there. It was cloudy and fair. I shouted and wailed my heart out. I was happy to reach the top. I actually felt that I was on top of the world. We set up camp and had a short sundown worship afterward. This was the best sabbath ever! 
Right now, I'm waiting for the next hike. I hope I'd get my self ready by then.

Sunday, May 24, 2009

Madz Et Al 2009 Choir Festival

Rating:★★★★★
Category:Other
May 16, 2009 - Once again, our church's very own Lifeline choral invited us to watch the annual Madz Et Al Choral Festival. This festival was sponsored and produced by no less that the Philippine Madrigal Singers and runs for a week at Philamlife Auditorium. They invite their affiliated choirs (choirs with conductors who were former members or underwent training with them) to present their best musical pieces and renditions. Most of the time, expect the choirs to go all out!!

I was not able to watch last year's (2008) festival since I had no money back then. But this year's theme and genre, classical-romantic works, really made me eager to watch. And for less than 300, I got the chance to hear the best vocal renditions in the madrigal style. Too bad though since I realized that I was watching the last show in festival. There were 6 choirs for each night who would sing three to four foreign and local songs under the mentioned genre. It was really a night to remember and the best concert if you are a choir aficionado.

Cool Stuff

Ever since I became an active member of the Pasay Adventist Church, I found myself hanging out at the pastors office even on regular days. I guess it started when I became friends with the pastors, especially the techy guys.

So it wasn't a wonder when I found myself wandering around the pastors office on a Wednesday morning. I found our two associate pastors there tinkering with their laptops. Both were seemingly busy. And I could just laugh when I found out what one of them was busy doing.

I approached Pastor Jonel, our current youth pastor and tried to look at what he was doing. He wasn't typing any sermon or anything. Actually, he was busy talking to his computer. No, our pastor isn't nuts (even if you consider what we did last single's retreat ). I poked him with questions on what he was doing. He said that he was setting up his computer and trying to make it voice activated. I laughed at the thought.

A week later, I found myself at the pastor's office again. I saw my brother there with pastor jonel. My brother was watching at the pastor in amazement. He was saying commands to his computer and lo, and behold, the program would run or close at his command.

Cool!!

Of course,  I wouldn't think of using the same program. I wouldn't know if it would be useful, coolness aside.

Thursday, May 14, 2009

3:45 AM: Annoying Teen Parties, Lost Sleep, and Stooping Down

3:45AM. For some who know me well, they would know that it's not hard for me to wake up at this time. Yet any normal person (assuming I'm somewhat normal) would really have a hard time waking up at this time especially if that normal person started sleeping at around 1:00AM. What is more irritating is that if your work wouldn't start until 10AM. You do the math. And you'll get the message.

It was supposed to be a long restful sleep. With the nightly Dusit Thani Hotel escapades with the praise team, it really should be a long sleep. SInce last week, I frequently arrive at home late, thus, sleep late.

Then again, some people forgot what the word respect means. At night, it probably (just probably) means keeping the noise down as some people need to sleep sometimes. You wouldn't really know if the person next door came home late or anything. You probably wouldn't even care, but it's already a known fact that people sleep at night and noise wakes you up. So if you are a nocturnal person, you should be really be wary of making any noise.

It just so happens that some people forgot that.

3:45AM, Tonight (May 15, 2009). I was disturbed by loud music and high frequency chatting voices from the other house. They were created by highschool drop outs and angsty teenagers while having their nightly worthless party. It was the nth time in a row. I didn't mind the voices, but the loud music was already too much. I wouldn't actually mind if they did it occasionally, but the fact was they have been doing it for quite sometime now. I wasn't the only one disturbed by the way.  My 81 year old grandfather whom I share the room with, was already up. Judging from the way he sat down, his sleep was disturbed, as well. Take note that I lost sleep after that.

At first impulse, I wanted to hit the window with the monoblock chair beside my bed. It also crossed my mind to use instead one of those industrial-sized wrench (the giant type used for industrial water pumps) my father kept under my bed (yes, he kept all 4 of them under my bed). I also thought of throwing smoke bombs, tear gas, pepper spray, hammers, saws, and all sorts of things.

I thought otherwise. I wouldn't go so low as make such a ruckus. They were already good for nothing excuses for high school drop outs so why bother joining in their fray? (Note: I am not angry, see choice of words for proof )

So instead of even barking with an angry voice, I yelled with an almost pleading voice to keep it down. I didn't yell curses (even though I was itching to do it). I didn't throw anything (even though I really would like to give it a try!!  ) And seriously speaking, it's not even an angry voice. It was more of a request using a loud voice. I said, "Pakihinaan naman po yung tugtog. May trabaho pa po yung iba sa atin dito!" (No stir! That's what I said!)

My point was that maybe some of them might be too immune to shouts and bouts of cursing. After all, it was their way of life. Cursing, shouting, and picking fights seemed all so natural to them, that doing those very same things to them won't affect them at all. In fact, when I yelled my request, I swear I could hear them mumbling and grumbling like they used to whenever we scold them not to flirt on the roof of our vehicle (Those people were teenagers by the way!). So a show of force would only turn into a tug of war.

Moreover, I remembered what my teacher said back then: "Never stoop down to their level!" Cursing, and throwing things at them may be the best of times for me. But that would also mean losing. They lost their respect for other people, how much better am I if I lost mine to them by shouting and nagging? And would I still stand straight and still profess to be a respectable Christian after doing what impulse tells me to do? I don't think so. I guess sometimes, you have to show how much respect you deserve by treating them the same amount respect. If you wanted to be treated like a real Christian (In medieval times, that would be a very different concept) or even just a real human (even if you're not), show them how to do it by doing it to them. How high you are isn't determined by how high they look at you but by how high you look at them.

Whoa! What am I doing? My rant just turned into an introspection!

Post Script: I still wonder what it would be like if I threw down those things I mentioned a while ago. Hmmm... They say in baseball that after strike three, you're out! Go figure.
 




Saturday, May 9, 2009

So Now I Sit Here...

So now I sit here,
Without a thought on why,
The time just keeps on ticking,
Though no worry nor sigh.

The mind freely wanders
Figments of thoughts collide,
While the soul roams the lands
Searching for the meaning for life.

Would it be enough to suffer?
Would it suffice to die?
When life never had a purpose
And if living never had the time?

Though the knees be weary,
Though the head be hard,
No one can ever crush
A purely willing heart.

Thence, grab your purpose,
Take charge of your path,
For the way to endless happiness
Starts never with chance.

So as you uncover your purpose
As you mark your trail,
Eternal glories be with you ever
As I sit here...